On date of 4th marks our monthly anniversary. We have been together for 7th months, that's 216days! Woohoo!
However, this month we both forget about it. lol. At least we got a belated wished to each other :)
Thank you bb, for everything that we done for each other, travel around together, cook together, laugh together, fooling around together, helping each other when we face problems.
You will always be a part of me, I'm a part of you indefinitely, I love you.
Check it out my new blog. It is all about art and design. I'm going to talk about whatever things about design there. From interior design to fashion. And I also will share my artworks with all of you!
I've been busy around this few weeks. So many things to do yet so little time. Some other time I even thought to skip my sleeping time to do my work, but i know I will end up like a dead cat and make thing even worst.
I couldn't really sleep well recently, perhaps the stress I have in me haven't fade away yet even I done some of my assignments. My bigger worry is about the food bazaar. I am sure I will have a good sleep after this event end.
Frankly, I dislike group assignment. Is not about I couldn't communicate with people, I realized that nowadays young people are lack of responsibilities to their duties, apparently they love people to nag them.
I am so bad luck to have those people in my group. They don't even bother, don't even wanna ask about it. Even I call them up, they also seems to not care about me and always ask me to make decision. I really hate they answered me " I DON'T KNOW". Of course I can make my own decision, If I do that it is not fair, In a group, we must share opinion and help each other to make this event work. WTF! Give me a stupid reason that you got assignment to do... Damn it! I also have a lot things to do, not only you ok.
Is so not fair that your guys just sit your ass there and do nothing and I'm like a crazy woman busy around, planning for the event, Grrrr... Enough is enough.. I knew you all and I not going to group with you guys anymore. Making use of me and waste my energy!
I can't wait till Thursday. Grrrrr... Hope that event runs well and my food can make profit back :(
You know what? After I came back from Bali, Tattoo has raise my interest level. In Bali, everyone seems to accept that tattoo is an art. They just love it and you can see tattoo shops are everywhere.
So, I have been doing research about the history of tattoo for my Research Methodlogy assignment.
A brief history of Tattoo.. ..is said to has two major derivations- fromthe polynesian word ‘ta’ which means striking somethingand the tahitian word ‘tatau’ which means ‘to mark something’. The history of tattoo began over 5000 years ago and is asdiverse as the people who wear them. Tattoos are created by inserting colored materials beneaththe skins surface. The first tattoos probably were createdby accident. someone had a small wound, and rubbed itwith a hand that was dirty with soot and ashes from the fire.once the wound had healed, they saw that a mark stayed permanently. Despite the social sciences' growing fascination with tattooing,and the immense popularity of tattoos themselves,the practice has not left much of a historical record.
Indonesia Borneo is one of the few places in the world where traditional tribal tattooing is still practiced today just as it has been for thousands of years. Until recently many of the inland tribes hadlittle contact with the outside world. As a result, they have preserved many aspects of their traditional way of life, including tattooing.Borneo designs have gone all around the world to form thebasis of what the western people call ‘tribal’.
Interesting huh? Well there's more about the history of Tattoo in different country. I just listed Indonesia.
Last week, I followed Sam to the Tattoo Studio where it located at SS15, opposite Asia Cafe. The place is clean, neat and the interior pretty well done up. Tattoo design papers pasted on the wall. This is Yin, tattoo artist from Terengganu. He was inserting ink on Sam's skin.
I had a chat a little with him before he begins. He is really friendly and funny as well. I learned that he already in this field for about 3 years. He claimed that this is not a nice job to earn money in Malaysia.
Is really interesting to see the process of inserting ink into the layers of skin to change the pigment for decorative on someone hand. Most awesome thing was, I can watch the process right in front my eyes and not through a television. Hahaha. Then I heard Sam was moaning for pain. Lol.
My tattoo is still under construction I guess :-/ ?
Some people may say That some people I love you And, some people may find That some people weren't true And some people may vow That they'll never part And people promise people That they will never break their hearts
Somethings never change Like pictures in a frame And the flowers bloom in may For as long as I am breathing my heart will always stay I tell you somethings never change In the springtime it will rain And the world going round and round There's nothing new And that's how I feel about you
Now, some people believe That, some people will be there And, some people came to see That some people didn't care Some people may think that They can trust some people But some people come to find That the people that they thought they knew, they really don't know And this is how I feel about you now
I'm alone now. There is just this really strong sense of independence and wanting to do everything the best I can and show the world what I'm made off, inside me. :)
You know how people always tell you "what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger". And I'd like to add "however, you'll be screwed up real nice before you get to the stronger part".
But I totally agree with the saying because its the truth. You learn from bad things that happen to you. You learn to handle things better so that you will not repeat the same mistake in the future. Likewise, I have learned a lot from the many events that have taken place this year.
Anyways...,
I have spent about 4 hours in salon yesterday! Got my hair straighten. I cannot wash my hair for 3 days...oh..my...
I'm not sure whether I can bear it.. I can feel my hair scalp is getting oily now. =.=
I think I should get back to work on my 3d modeling in 3d studio max. I'll share my works with you all soon :)
This is the most enjoyable and memorable trip I ever had. I'll always remember the moments we laugh, we share.. the time we had together. This are the little things that I hope we always remember.
I seldom see you smile in photography. You never realized that you smile a lot in Bali even while we taking pictures together. I'm glad :)
Photos of Bali trip to share.
18/9 ~ 19/9 ( Bali airport, Ubub, Monkey Forest)
20/9 ~ 23/9 ( Art Gallery, Kuta, Tanah Lot, Ulu Wangi )
A day before I go away I heard you two fighting. When I back home you guys fight again... I'm in a low spirit whenever you guys fighting..
I need a home where I feel warm and secure. I really don't like to hear the noise in home. I need some quiet space...
Sometimes I really hope I could run away and never come back. I felt really insecure to things and people around me. Whenever you guys start fighting, I feel like crying.. i just don't know why..
I really hate two faced person. They tell me one thing and then go tell people another thing. They created 2 different kind of stories to hide the truth.. All the lies.... I have enough. You will never changed... Am sad...
I realized that I haven't been blogging for a while. I was kind of sick of Internet the passed few weeks..even now. Really hate some websites and people who abused Internet..
Anyway,I just got back from Bali, been there with a group of friends. A very interesting trip indeed! It is my most memorable trip in my life ever, I never felt that happy and carefree before. It is really a good getaway trip. I'll never forget the sweet, warm moments we had together.
Somehow, I hope I can stay there longer as I love the place and the people are friendly. I really love Bali especially Ubub and Kuta. So much thing happening there.
Bedsides that, this is my very first time I experienced an earthquake while I was still in bed, sleeping like a pig in one of Ubub hotel ( Can't remember the name of the hotel ). I felt my bed was shaking very hard, how funny that I thought that's someone pushing the wall or something and didn't even realized that is an earthquake! Luckily, I'm still alive! lol. Thanks God!
Well, I kinda lazy to upload pics here cause I was kinda exhausted.
Below is the video of flying spring ball in Kuta! I have to really go and try it when I got the chance to go there again! But the price is kinda expensive, its about RP100,000 per person! Gonna save some money for that once I go there again. I a bit regret that I never try it that night cause I run out off money... =_=
Anyway... below are the video. Can't imagine myself was up there! I know I'll scare but the urge to try is killing me! it would be amazing!!
